Some feelings which were left unvoiced..

Being alone is a strange feeling
u r so connected to urself
yet so far
ur heart has this indecipherable pain
and ur mind is al so charred
u reach out towards that hand
only to realize the feel of empty space
u r surrounded by happy faces
and u know y ur happiness is at bay
the chill that u feel is not of the wind
its d air passing thru a trunk
a hollow so deep
making the moment so weak..
laws of nature i cant comprehend
to register it al n not react
create n illusion
n not make it real
dreams play hide n seek
wat i feel doesnt make it replete
listening to the distant gush of air
brings more emptiness than this heart can keep
wen thr r days i cant contain it anymore
something seems to burst
the rhythms go bizzare
my thots go wild so like the mare
I dont want to think
leave it al to time
but it ticks away
leaving behind me weak…